I wanted to apologize for the last few days and the next few or so. The holidays got very abruptly hard for me. I lost my father Tuesday to a massive heart attack. He had been flown to Lubbock's Coventry hospital's emergency surgical cardiac unit. They did everything they could and he passed away, they did their best. I was already in the process of leaving town to go for a holiday trip which included seeing my Mom and Dad. Guess you can say things haven't gone as planned. I'm not sure how to handle any of this. There were two legs to this trip and weell everything has changed I will be back thru to be with my mom and brother etc on the 24th, but for now am back in Dallas so my daughter can attempt to get the father to give a shit enough to want to come meet her.... so far it's not happening.My Cousin died on the same date 31 years ago.
There is much sadness and deep pain in my chest.